You're tired because that's what the week before Christmas does to you, more work aligned to go on with as if the Christmas is the deadline and everything must be finish. Maybe the Christmas is the dead line. Must be.
When all you want is a warm chest with a loved heart to listen to in it, you get nothing like it.
Anyway, even though this and that happens, that doesn't mean you can't have your breakfast in bed today, have the windows wide open and enjoy the light.